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Jasmine Humphrey

The Mother, 2023
Oil on canvas
30" x 40"

 

With the overturning of Roe v. Wade, The Mother grapples with the evolving landscape of womanhood and motherhood, focusing on the physical and emotional transformation of the female body. This piece captures the unspoken burdens of postpartum life and the fractured sense of identity that can arise when one's body becomes both a site of creation and constraint.

Motherhood is often romanticized as a purely joyous experience, yet it is a complex terrain where strength and fragility coexist in constant flux. The contours of the body—once familiar—become alien, and the boundaries of the self feel porous and blurred. I juxtapose soft forms with jagged lines and textured surfaces to convey this tension. This loss is not solely personal; it resonates collectively, echoing the experiences of many women who navigate bodies and identities that are stretched, pulled, and reshaped. Scars and stretch marks evolve from mere physical reminders of childbirth into powerful metaphors for the erosion of self and the uncertainty that accompanies a body that no longer feels like your own, in a world that seems indifferent to it. The ups and downs of motherhood—moments of elation alongside hidden terrors—are reflected in the emotional landscapes I create.

Loneliness also permeates motherhood—an isolation often overlooked. My use of muted colors and confined spaces reflects the emotional spectrum of this experience. Voids in my compositions mirror the emotional emptiness that can arise during motherhood, highlighting the need for connection that often goes unmet. The absence of support becomes a silent weight, a shadow that lingers unnoticed yet always present. Mothers are expected to be resilient and self-sufficient, leaving their struggles unvoiced. In my work, I aim to give form to that silence, illuminating the invisible labor and emotional exhaustion that frequently go unrecognized. Moreover, this work addresses the paradox of being physically connected to a child while feeling emotionally and spiritually disconnected. Motherhood, particularly in the postpartum months, can feel like an endless cycle of giving with little return. Expected support systems can feel absent or fragmented, leaving new mothers to navigate exhaustion, self-doubt, and grief alone. I strive to capture these physical and emotional changes not as elements to be hidden, but as a testament to resilience and beauty.

In the shadow of a changing political landscape, where bodily autonomy is increasingly compromised, these themes gain urgency. I seek to honor the multifaceted, often contradictory nature of motherhood while questioning how our bodies, shaped by societal expectations, can resist, redefine, and ultimately heal. Through my art, I aim to offer solidarity and reflection for those traversing the invisible landscapes of motherhood, body, and self. I hope to shed light on the fears and complexities that many women carry in silence, creating a space for these emotions to be seen, understood, and acknowledged.

- Jasmine Humphrey